Wednesday, September 8, 2010

soul's cold

the wheels are rolling fast
and the road seems endless

the movie was a total blur
guess i was a total mess
the watery fog block my sight
and i didnt mind

my mind stayed out all night
i let my eyes wander
and this ugly coldness break me apart

for the first time in my life,
i feel so alone.
my soul catch cold
the sweetest thing turns bitter

i have to head home
maybe it will ease my pain
and heal the cold.

maybe.


festive heart

the sky is wet
and my eyes are having trouble to stay dry

today, the grey cloud is my friend
people in town are so happy
iedul fitri is around the corner

i squeeze my heart
so the tears wont ruin their happiness
a little family shared their simple feast to the rest of the bus
today's fasting has ended

the sky is dry now
and i am still having the same trouble

on this festive day,
my heart is broken.
and there is no place for me to pour my heart and tears.

i made a stupid wish...
for a wing or a typhoon
to sweep me away
from this.

O God, it hurts....